Can't wait to meet my baby

Child of mine.
I feel her moving inside of me and poking the insides of my belly
I can see funny bumps appear and disappear as she seems to be trying to climb out on her own. She is quite an active one just like her big sister so I probably will have my hands full once she makes her grand entrance into this crazy world of ours.
Yes as far as ultrasounds are concerned, I am having another girl in April God willing.
I'm scared and excited at the same time.

Scared because the thought of having two high maintenance, hormonal teenage girls sometime in the future is something that I am really not looking forward to.
But we are supposed to take it one day at a time right? So far, that "one day at a time" method has been working out pretty well for me so I will probably stick with it.

Excited too because I always wanted a sister when I was growing up, even though I love my brothers to death and will not trade them. So a sister will be a wonderful present for my dear Safiya I hope. Already she kisses and rubs my belly and says, "baby?" like she is confirming what we told her was in there. It's really cute. The funniest part is like many little girls who do not know any better, she wants to be just like mummy so she takes her socks or washcloths or whatever is available and stuffs them into her shirts so she can look pregnant like mummy. She is really a very entertaining child with a wild sense of humour. The times that she is making me laugh make up for the times when she is being really obnoxious and I am getting ready to pull my hair out strand by strand. I hope her little sister is not as crazy or I might have to be checking myself into a psychiatric hospital! Let's hope it does not come to that. I really want my daughters to be good friends and will do my best to help them be friends as well as sisters.

I guess we will all just have to wait to meet you dear daughter. We love you already!